Well tomorrow is getting closer and closer and Steve goes back into hospital first thing in the morning for his 3rd round of the dreaded HD IL2 treatment.
Your mind is an incredibly powerful thing and typing this sounds like such a cliché but for the simple fact that only now thinking about Steve going back into hospital tomorrow, that it brings back all of the memories that my mind has blocked out about the terrible time that Steve had in the hospital.
It feels like a long time ago that I was sitting next to Steve watching and trying to help him make it through the treatment and here he is again preparing to go back in again Hmmm preparing? Steve being Steve isn't preparing he is living! Golf, Picking Colours and Furniture for Lounge, Match of the Day etc! But that is just how he has been through this whole experience and that is so the right thing to be doing. It means you treat your life as something for living rather than waiting for the next treatment or result. But easier said then done but something that he has definitely mastered!
He is of course anxious but anxious in his own way, as Steve says he would rather not be going into hospital tomorrow but knows he has to and has to look at it as a necessary evil.
Well I will do my best to update the blog every evening with the latest information about how Steve is doing and thank you for everyones well wishes.
Your mind is an incredibly powerful thing and typing this sounds like such a cliché but for the simple fact that only now thinking about Steve going back into hospital tomorrow, that it brings back all of the memories that my mind has blocked out about the terrible time that Steve had in the hospital.
It feels like a long time ago that I was sitting next to Steve watching and trying to help him make it through the treatment and here he is again preparing to go back in again Hmmm preparing? Steve being Steve isn't preparing he is living! Golf, Picking Colours and Furniture for Lounge, Match of the Day etc! But that is just how he has been through this whole experience and that is so the right thing to be doing. It means you treat your life as something for living rather than waiting for the next treatment or result. But easier said then done but something that he has definitely mastered!
He is of course anxious but anxious in his own way, as Steve says he would rather not be going into hospital tomorrow but knows he has to and has to look at it as a necessary evil.
Well I will do my best to update the blog every evening with the latest information about how Steve is doing and thank you for everyones well wishes.
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