Great week and an even better weekend planned.
Not sure why but I have a renewed energy. I feel alive and am liking the world Im in but Im scared.
Scared that the dreaded months of Oct and Nov are just round the corner.
What an awful thing, to dread the months of your own birthday, not to mention the fact that its Megs, Victorias and my adorable nephew birthday Max.
So why.....
Well Im happy. Happy with the new life that Guildford has presented itself with and I feel free to live my life. Without feeling like Im doing some wrong. I know those feelings have been in my mind but here in my new little cottage moving forward, laughing and making plans and looking forward it all seems okay.
So with this energy and lust for life. Im scared. Sacred that the month of October which saw Steve and I get married and the month of November which saw him died are just round the corner. I know these are simply dates. Moments in time which dont take away from all the other things but I cant help but be nervous. I want to be okay. I want to treat them as they should be treated. Celebrating and remembering Steve and our lives together but I just not sure Im strong enough.
Well I suppose all I can do is do my best. And remember that Steve would have wanted me to be happy.
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Memories are made up of many points in time full of happiness, sadness, fun and wonderful events, trips, moments in life that are logged in the memory banks. When someone you love becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure full of these things which come to the surface during these points in time.
ReplyDeleteWe all know these dates and what they mean...but we can only imagine how you feel. It's okay to feel scared, it's okay to feel nervous but its also okay to feel alive and feel happy in your new life, having fun, making plans and being with true friends and family who have so much love for you Sally and for your happiness in life.
So celebrate and remember, do your best as you are strong enough Sally...after all you are a Wrighty! But also remember we are here for you, no matter what day, what time, any hour of any day we are here to love and support you...don't be alone.
Celebrate your birthday and look forward to a new experience, live that life, be happy, make more memories and treasure the ones you have.
I hope you had a good weekend...no a great weekend, I hope you laughed and I hope you settled down on Sunday night reflecting on some happy times.
x
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